Im supposed to sleep now but im so troubled.
I cant stand it when i starts to think too much.
When can i accept the fact the some things came later than another. Haiz.

How i wish i could met u earlier.
How i wish u could come in the 1:1 room earlier.
But god let us meet so much later, after so much things have happened.
I cant remember who told me that things happened for a reason.
Maybe yes, but maybe no too.

Im so afraid i might get depression. =S
Because i think that i have no one to talk to. Im solving everything by myself,
alone.
haiz.
But am glad i still have someone,

my dearest.
=]

[10 birthday cakes so far, i hope the cakes nv stops.]