Wednesday, January 31, 2007
I just cant get down to studying. And this is like the second post for today =_=
But after this i shall force myself to finish up my lab report which was supposed to hand up last last last week? & then study for PC tech. Sometimes i just dont know why people could say things that are so hurtful. I wonder if they ever use their brain before speaking up. Saying something stupid, retard, redundant is fine with me. But not something hurtful please. Is not the freaking first time, but damn many thousand times already. Yea and no one have ever said things that had caused such great impact on me. The feeling inside me was filled with anger & disappointment, maybe she thinks we're close, and that she could say anything she wants. But i just feel i wasnt respected, though she's my elderly but so? No one taught her how to respect others first before getting respected back? Sometimes i wanted to talk back, but just cant seem to do that, i just feel there's no point coz they never listen. I have tried & i know second time wouldnt help too. Or maybe im just too nice. Many times in the past i was hurt badly, no family & friends were consistently there for me. No one. Whereas those that check me out once in a while are those friends that i didnt expected. That clearly explained why for the past couple of years, i only stick to my boyfriend, boyfriend and boyfriend, coz they are the ones who really do cares during that period of "attached" time. Ya and many times i was hurt, i kept it all to myself, didnt say a word, why is it that when its my turn to hurt others, i received scoldings and all kinds of nasty remarks? I know i shouldnt use the word "my turn" but i just cant think of better terms. Surrounding people, u guys are only seeing the outer picture, my mind and heart are hidden, i dont expect to say it all out as you request. As i always said, i may seem happy on the outside but at the same time i am also feeling terrible and bad. I can cry the whole day but nobody knows. Probably one day my heart cant take it anymore and just dies off. Till that day, maybe thats what i call.. peace.
I ignored every sentence that comes out from my auntie's mouth. Either that or i give a tulan one-word reply.
She fucking bitch __ Honey & me decided to kill her tonite. Honey suggest poisoning her or pushing her down the block when she putting bamboo out. Well, i think getting bangalas to rape her 1st then poison her would be better. LOL. Okay, i WISH i could. Anyway, how idiot can she be, she just acted nice with me, talk to me nicely, no way am i going to be softhearted seeing her pathetic face man. Honey was super duper excited yesterday man. LOOOOOL. Probably excited to see my 40++ yr old virgin auntie. ^^ Damn mannnn, i canot play audition, coz my com is so lagggggggg. But i never surf porn leh dear. >_< Need to reformat after exams. Ok i got 3 more papers, honey got 4 more. Good luck honey and all my frens too. =)
Thursday, January 25, 2007
A thought of seeing my dear makes me go crazy.
Yesterday honey was talking about incidents that happened when we were not attached yet, my heart just pound a little faster reminiscing. =p
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Sweet
+ Funny + Fierce + Caring + Hot tempered + Bad + Skinny + Tall + Handsome (swee?) + Smoking + + Watch + Black specs + Vain + Long tail + BLACK hair + Scary eyes + 6 pecs + 27'' waist + sleeping god + ah beng + cute + CUTE + CUTEEEEEEEEEE = Alwin bei bei <33 Because of my honey, im smiling =)), once again. Love ur accompany to school :)
Sunday, January 21, 2007
What is love?
I guess this is: Libing # - i need u like water, like breath, like ray. ` says: i know my heart will break if u walk away from me you are the reason i smile says: mine will scatter into pieces if u abandon me =)
Friday, January 19, 2007
Its been a month. Yup exactly one month ago since we were attached.
So fast. Things seem to have calm-ed down, finally. Anyway, the past month was nice. Hopefully for all oncoming months too in the future. Have experienced a new chapter of love , a different one. Also, known a bunch of nice people, joking and laughing around. Glad that u've stepped into my life, to take care of me, to love me. I'm the reason u smile and i want to tell u; u are the reason i smile too. Termtests & exams are here. 3 weeks of suffering. *dead* Safety on monday, hadnt even started to study. Totally not in the mood to study, i seriously hope i dont foward any module, esp my FYP =_= Hard core study from now onwards >_< Im doubting my abilites now. Bless me luck XD Had PC tech this morning, Islam is so lousy, last day of school already and he's still not able to finish teaching. After class, went to do report and meet honey. Later on meet up with tr and hammmmmmmm at Hendersons. Feeling kinda sad? 3 yrs in poly, going to end soon unless i fail module and had to repeat. *Choy >_< Oh ya, i forgot to eat FC1 chicken chop today. lol =_= AND AND AND, i dont know what i have just blog. My mind is in an unconscious state now. zzz
Monday, January 15, 2007
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday To honey Happy Birthday To You! Yea its Alwin's birthday. I was freaking excited about this day and i countdown on msn with honey. When my clock shows 11.59pm, i picked up my phone, slowly key in honey's number & dial. DONG, its 00:00. I sang him a birthday song. =) (remember i sang it before your ah long ok *songbin*) Last friday, i went out with Emily to buy honey's present and i got him a blouse after much searching ^^ Dont worry emily, i see the way u talked to your bf on the phone, i think u have nothing much to worry about your r/s. =) I persuaded my mum to go parkway to help me buy cake for honey yesterday coz i didnt have the time to buy it and she did. Aww thx mummy. I had a plan initially, to surprise honey with the cake & his present today morning at his house downstair. Unfortunately, he told that he got no gems, class starts at 10.30am. Which means i cant go to school with him. F7. I changed my plan, gona reach school at 8, then leave school again at 9 to go his house. BUT he called me this morning, saying he cant slp & would accompany me by smsing while im on the way to school. Somehow, he appeared at bugis station to surprise me. OMG? Hi dear, its ur bday today, im suppose to surprise u & not vice versa. Of coz, im still glad to see u. I was super excited, i love to see honey early in the morning, going to school with me, sending me to class before he would leave me. Even after i reached class, i cant stop laughing and smiling. Poor billy got spammed by me. Geomatics end early today coz we manage to finish our practical during the 4hr break. Went to honey house after that to slack then headed to Cathay to watch the manjong show. My think-he-very-strong honey were so tired the whole day and so we just went home after that. Honey, i just hope u're happy when u were with me just now even though we didnt do much on birthday. I still love u =) 
Vote for the nicest.
All for Alwin. LMAO. Lemon's drawing:
Turong's:
Xingzhao's:
MINE:
Weeee. HAHHAHA.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Today is a happy day. ^^
Met honey n darius at tiong bahru station to go bugis with them. Quite dumb eh? From eunos to tiong bahru then take back to bugis. LOL. Okok t3h power of <3. i don care. Dinner was at v8 cafe, i bet those staff must be cursing us. Heh. Sherly & dave bought hamster. Aww so cute. Which makes me remind of my own. Javier is going to claim back his hamster from me. Kinda sad whenever i looked at it sleeping soundly in the cage. Maybe i should not return him. T.T OH. I took neoprints with dear just now! lmao. Will post them soon. Honey cheered me up just now with a sms and he was just beside me when he sent out that msg. Make me laugh-ed =D It really makes my day. I love u my bao bei U're so cute. Did i just said u were cute ? oh yes i didddddddddd. <33 12 more mins to honey's birthday.
Friday, January 12, 2007
Happy Birthday Dave !
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Yesterday was talking about fatty naked woman.
I asked honey if the fatty naked woman stands infront of him, what will he do? He replied: "I give u 3 secs to get lost *counting down, 3 2 1" This morning i asked Billy the same question. He replied: "Wait, u stay here, i go!" LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Who is the murderer? Is it the person who wrote the letter or the one who shot?  NOT ME ! NOT ME !
Monday, January 08, 2007
My honey bought the same voodoo doll earring as me. Weeeeeeee.
He dont mind wearing that chao ah gua earring with me. Muahahaha. So sweet honey. =PPPPPPPP Today is the 1st day of school man. So tired. Anthony is so lo so, luckily my dad is not like him, if not i sure zao chu to honey house stay. Honey met up with me this morning to go school together & he hurt his poor skinny ankle =( Paste ko yo por ok. ^^, Oh ya i finally saw tommy, looks like kuroshi ~_~" LOL? Anyway release early today, damn geomatics equipment so limited. Lousy. Meet up with honey & i almost make him piss by taking the wrong direction of train. Was suppose to take to Clementi but i took to Buona Vista instead. swee. Lmao. I think if he really PISSED. I DIE MAN. DEAD! =(( But maybe he scold me, i will love him more. LOL. Went to Cathay & watch "Spirit of victim" <---- something like that, with honey. Catch no ball. Dont watch. ^^ Not scary also xD Had heeren wanton mee for dinner ^^ & saw one fat ass zhao geng for my honey to see. ! omgoodnessssss ! !
Thursday, January 04, 2007
I woke up at 7.15am. omg. So earli.
Thanks to my honey who was npc-ing for the whole nite, didnt even sleep a wink & woke me up so earli to prepare myself >_< LOL ok im not blaming u =P I reached honey house about 10. Again omg, 10am. Audition was having patch & i did nth for like the whole day. Lol. Dinner, we met up with darius to eat at henderson. yay thats all =X  honey honey honey green tea. yea thats my lovely honey <3~
Monday, January 01, 2007
Breathe more guys. 2007 fresh air not to be missed !
Weee. A new yr has come. Resolutions? Pass my final exams & get a good job! And of coz to be with honey happily & ever after. lol. Awww i din want to go out yesterday, but honey wouldnt go with them so i went out. Dollie & lemon went too. Woots 1st them seeing them. So cute & young. Standing beside them makes me feels old. Urgh. No longer can deny the fact that i'm 19. We did like what we did on xmas eve. Walk sit walk sit. Orchard road is quite disappointing yesterday with not much people, all must have went to see fireworks. I can say 3.5/4 of orchard was conquered by bangalas. Honey says Happy deepavali. LOL. And no i didnt played with foam cans yesterday which was quite wasted, but after i heard that dollie's fren got pinched at the breast, i felt relieved that i wasnt in the crowd. Was supposed to reach home earli yesterday, waited for bus for damn long and had countdown with dear at the bus stop. Lol. Then i decided to take cab home coz dear was getting pek chek-er & pek chek-er waiting for the bus. The taxi-driver was funny. He opened his car window and sniff hard. He said: " fresh de fresh, sniff more" LOL. Thats about it, my new yr eve. Doesnt sounds fun but as long as i'm with my loved one, i am contented. <3~ |
I'm just a simple girl leading a simple life. Together with my love, we live everyday with happiness and love.
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