Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Feeling so fuck up now.
I dont know what is wrong but my temper is getting worst. Stress, maybe. I hope im not venting my anger on u coz i seem to be unhappy with u since yest nite. I dono if i could be consider as a good gf for the past 1 yr, i seriously think i ain't. I feel like i have not anything much for u. I'm afraid one day u will choose to stop tolerating me and leave me alone. But i will be better, i swear. Im feelling so weak now. Vulnerable. I admit i ever think of jumping down a building =X But dont worry la, i dare not though im curious if anyone would cry for me if im not here on this world anymore. Tmr, starting of school again. Really hate to go school. Exams & tests are around the corner. I wouldnt be complaining if my class is better. Im missing a united class. Yes, u-n-i-t-e-d. With fun and not shitty ppl. (Alright, maybe im the shitty one in class.) But of coz not all are shitty, u noe who u r my dear frens =] Anyway, i think i have money to buy more things =D Yay~! & hope my upcoming attachment's pay wont disappoint me either.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Yay new yr coming = more money $$
Today went to pp and bought 2 tops. Wanted to buy bag & shoe but nothing seems to caught my eye but i will go around hunting for wat i wan =) I cant wait to wear my purple skirt. Cause its super short. lol. Not tat i wan zhao geng for ppl to see hor. Haha! I practically told all my frens i love purple now =D I kept falling in love with purple clothes till dear said "u wan all purple ah?" Then i start to imagine myself all in purple. Nooooo. I will look like a purple freak. Got a haircut too. Not much difference. Well, its better than having sohai hair. Glad to see that dear is recovering. =)) Hope tmr we can go out! Our 1yr anni. =))
Saturday, January 21, 2006
My baby is sick =(
The doc says if the fever still persists, it might be dengue fever =(((((((((((((((((((( *prays* worry si wo le. Get well soon sweetie. We've got a date on monday. =[ Im going to buy more stuff & i wan to get sweetie some stuffs too. 2am now. Promised dar i would sleep early but did not =x Can't sleep anyway cause i got a feeling dar would wake up in the middle of the night & afraid no one is to pei him. But guess he's resting well now with his funny pyjamas. haha. =p haiz. In school, i see myself happy & could laugh at anything. Especially when billy pronounce pasa malam as "pasa nalam". haha! =x But at night, i suddenly feel myself troubling over some stuff but im not! Must be those sad songs make me think too much. boo. Spinnovex 2006 now. So crowded in school la. & see those kids carrying SP goodies bag walkng here & there. Playing treasure hunt too -_- Ahaha. It was just last yr when i was looking out for kor at spinnovex 2005 but didnt see. Fast hor? Gtg sleep now. Im going to wake up at 12 tmr. YAY.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Went shopping with dearie just now.
Haiz. U were sick but u still insists to shop with me & bought me clothes when u urself doesnt have any money for CNY clothes. ='( My heart is aching now. =(( Thanks dear. The more new yr is getting nearer, the more im afraid. Afraid of the final yr exam & afraid of ITP. Dono why im afraid of ITP, maybe because im afraid of the working life ba =( & i don like to get scolding from boss or manager if i did something wrong. :S sian. haiz. 6 weeks of ITP should be fast ba, compare to dear's 5 months. haiz haiz haiz. Can't stop sighing. & ah dear's going NS this yr. No one could accompany everyday le =( haiz ! Baby, hope u will get well soon. So u can eat your ba kua during chinese new yr.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
MY MUM WANTS TO THROW AWAY MY CONVERSE CANVAS SHOES!
OMFG! lol. Its my fav la. Has been with me for about 2 yrs. & the shoes is from someone. But of cause he's not any special someone, just a fren =) This morning i was late for class. Cause i was busying looking myself in the mirror =S When i reached class, the time was 8.23am. And there was no one in class except for Dr Ong -_- & he say i was early.. .. compared to my frens. Cant stand it but my class is so jialat. Zzz. This few days seems to be so busy. I have no time to play maple =/ Pui. I gtg le. bye!
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Awww. I want a baby too!
After seeing jh's nephew. Dear's niece is out in this earth too! Haha congrats to both. Lol. This whole week had been raining. Cool weather but abit troublesome to rain when we're going out, so i have hang joe's "qing tian wa wa" on my wallet & hope everyday to be qing tian =D Less than 2 weeks. We have been waiting for it! =D I cant wait to celebrate with u, darling. =DDDDDD
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
U know i gets so irriatated when watching all the "super" thingy.
Superstar, superhost, campus superstar, superband -_- At first, superstar was ok but now with so much other "supers". Nah. Its like the whole is dreaming to be a superstar la. BUT, if u know u dont sings well or u don act well OR u don look good. (Alright i think looks is the most important) DONT GO AND JOIN CAN?! They just make me laugh! & i need to tell u to forget the superstars dream. The best part to me is to see them not able to pass through to the next round, then they would cry bitterly and say: "I just wan to thank my parents for supporting me & be there for me, and of coz my frens and my fans too. *sob sob*" WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. U MAKE ME LAUGH AT U EVEN MORE! LOL. sorry but i'm like tat.
Friday, January 06, 2006
Just finish typing out assignment 3.
10 pages. Tired. But not sleepy. How to sleep? >.< Think i gona sleep in class again >.< Was listening to a song just now. It trys to say that, if u don't get what u want, maybe like a guy/girl u're in love with, don't be afraid that they will be gone, because U cant lose what u never had. Console urself with that now if u're feeling down. =] Tmr going to meet u =DD Nothing can compare the joys of going out with u, dearest. I'm going off now. I need sleep. I need 12hrs of sleep. But i have class tmr at 8am >.< Ciao guys~
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
So don't feel like going to cosmetics class anymore. That teacher wth sia. ZZZ ...
Haha i got highest in class for concrete design =P Hehe Mr foo gave me a pat just now which makes me feels good. Haha dont think crook, i'm just satisfied with myself. If only i do as well for other subjects but no. =[ For CECON, i got 40+ over a 100 marks for the test, and guess how much i got for the retest. 19/100 -_- Hopeless. Didn't feeling quite well since yesterday. No appetite to eat & kept wanting to vomit. Seems to be so full after eating a little bread in the morning. My tummy is weak too. And i got flu but not so serious now. Wat a bad start of the year. >.< ooh. I can't stop humming black eyed peas songs to myself! Don't lie & My Humps! hahahaha. Nononono baby, nononono don't lie~ Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try~ What you gonna do when it all comes out~ When I see you & what you're all about~ Nonono baby, nononono don't lie~ Because you know you know you know you know you know you gotta try~ I really love the lyrics for My Humps. Cool =D Esp the part on "And mix your milk with my cocoa puff milky milky cocoa.. mix your milk with my cocoa puff Milky milky Riiiiight..." ahahha Whatcha gonna do with all that junk all that junk inside your trunk I'ma get get get get you drunk get you love drunk off my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump my lovely little lumps lalala~
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Hey hey hey.
Its 2006! Weehaha~! Just came back not long ago from esplanade. Esplanade is shit man. Its like half of the singapore is there to catch the fireworks, oh, & the other half might be at orchard? Or sentosa? haha. Anyway it turns out beyond my expectation. Dear was like ""OmG"" Should have listen to mum and come home early. But we managed to see the fireworks right infront of us! but, erps, wif a small tree blocking 1/5 of our view. I always think that fireworks are so brillant, they are just so beautiful; till i see the expression on a ang moh's face just now. He was expressionless, but beneath that, i can feel as though he's saying: "oh fireworks? uh-huh.. oh ok.. thats it?" Idiot sia. At least give a WOAH face la. LOL im nuts! Actually the mood is there. Crowded. Ppl shouting. Ppl holding spray cans. For goodness sake, they spray like siao lang! & the thing is so smelly. Haha. The 1st thing i did in 2006 was shouting with the crowd when the fireworks were released! I think the fireworks went on for about 10 mins or more? Abit too much. Haha dear shouting "huat ah! huat ah!" like a siao lang too! Damn funnyyy! =D Alright the best part has come to an end but tats when the worst part started! Got to squeeze out of the smelly crowd. lol. Of coz there were impatient, kiasu people trying to push u from behind or worst, push u away & walk infront of u. Bth till we had to say, don squeeze la, everyone's trying to walk! & the bloody guy just look at me like i was talking to myself. -_- Managed to take bus home after tat. Can save the money to help baby pay some of his fare from marine terrace to cck =X Thats about it. 2006 yay~ Happy. Able to spend the very 1st min of 2006 with u & im sure we could spend the last min of 2006 togther again. Not esplanade please =] We were sad to leave but this year would be as great. And now, im waiting for.. -jan 23rd- |
I'm just a simple girl leading a simple life. Together with my love, we live everyday with happiness and love.
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