Hi all, i got a boyfriend. His name is Alwin Tan Han Seng. Basically, u can call him alwin or tan han seng or chen han cheng or WwEEeeEE or ah beng. But please do not call him honey or darling or dear or beibei coz those are only for me. He is 20 this year, studying in Singapore Polytechnic which was my school too. Ya, WAS. He is tall, above 180cm, but weight only 52kg. I always ask him to eat alot so he can grow fatter but i think his stomach got wormy that eats up his food, ok i think mine too. But im contented with my size, i dont want to be fatter >_<

I met him through Audition, ya online game again. Alot of my friends just cant seem to accept i'm knowing friends from net then become boyfriend. I dont know why, maybe they are scared i might get cheated by some guys. Dont worry, i may look dumb but i shouldnt be as dumb as u all may think... i think.

Our 1st meet up was in school, and it was nice of him to come from fc 6 to fc 1 just to see me, ok maybe not, he just wants his chicken chop. Then he started to be very sweet to me, waiting for me to finish my FYP after school, sending me home after that. Before we got together, he always like to play with me, for example pushing me here and there, trying to strangle me until i canot breathe. It was quite fun anyway.

I dont know when but one particular day when he was sending me home, i held his wrist and pull him as i walk, thats when i know i've already fell in love with him. (LOL damn it >_<) On dec 19, 2006, we finally got together after lots of feng feng yu yu.

He always smile with me with his cute smile. Unfortunately, only i can see that cute smile of his, coz others will think its not cute.

I always love how he sheltered me when there was rain, how he held my hand when we cross the road, how he kiss with with his cigarette-smell lips and how he hug me tight which makes me feel secure with him.

With him around, i never know what is loneliness.

He knows how to make me laugh all the time. Often i could laugh till i cant walk properly. He loves to zi bian, zi dao, zi yan, ownself think, direct and act. And because of that, many times i will think he is acting, just like he got burned by his lighter, i thought he was acting but the fact is that he really got burned. =x

We are together for almost 4 months now, i must admit we often quarrels over small things. He sometimes will attitude me but after that he treat me nice again, so i dont really care. But i will get too pissed with him too when im in a bad mood and starts a small fight with him. Even though the feeling really sucks but in the end i always learned something. I always think our love is strong to overcome any obstacle blocking our path of love and i hope it really do. Anyway, love needs alot of commitment, aint it? And i must say i'm willing to commit for this love, not forgetting to cherish him for as far as i can go.

I love him lots.

ps: I love to poke his dimple.

libing