These few days' weather somehow brings me back to last yr christmas, thats when i started out with Alwin.
A cooling weather with a great person beside me, shielding me from the crowds and their foam can spray.
He told me: "if anyone touch u, u grab his hand and tell me k, i whack him until he die"
haha, i laughed and nodd my head.
I felt a nice sense of security though he's so slim and that anyone could have break his bones easily. lol =p

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Yesterday I fell aslp at his house. I dont know how long i've slept.
Then i felt him covering blanket for me, brushes my hair neatly to one side and stroke my head.
I felt it all darling, but i was too tired to open my eyes.
And when I finally opened up my eyes, I saw him sitting by my side, looking and smiling at me.
I pulled him down and hug him.
I love the feeling, the feeling of being care and loved by him, the feeling of being small, lying in his arms and feel protected.
How i wished i could see him everyday by my side whenever i wake up.
Ok thats impossible xD


My eyes are wet, yup right now when i'm posting this. I dont know what does the tears mean,
but i guess it should be

tears of touched-ness,
happi-ness
and
blissful-ness.
<3



All for you, my dear you.